Friendships....

I really do have the most amazing friends in this world!!!

Anyways this post got triggered by certain events last night,

I was sitting at Sherrie's with all my closest friends. One of them, as usual had to put me on the spot and asked a whole bunch of questions about what has been going on lately, how I am surviving and every other personal thing I did not want to talk about. And in a way, I almost felt uncomfortable... It wasn't because I don't share things with my friends or because I don't like being honest, it is because every single one of those friends has given me such good advice over the years and in a situation where I really got hurt, I choose to ignore it. I almost felt embarrassed. It is sad to say that sometimes friends know you better then you know yourself, and can see ways to make you happy better then you can. I am truly blessed because I know that every single friend that I have in my life, only wants the best for me. And it is so amazing to know that you always have someone out there who has your back no matter how stupid you get. For some reason, I feel like we always ask advice in our friends when we already know what we should do, but we just need someone to confirm it. I have built up a lot of walls and don't ever want to get hurt again, and I have clung onto my friends to help me through, and they have done such an amazing job of finding new and exciting ways of keeping me happy. It varies everywhere from making me laugh, taking me out, feeding my with the best foods known to men, making me dance, relax, and even sit still for a second, to watching me cry and giving me hugs, listening to me bitch, whine and scream and just being present every step of the way. I just can't say enough about how much I love and appreciate every single one of them and how much happiness each of them adds to my life every day... 

Wow, I am so cheezy but I just had to get it out there
 
Much love,
Darja